hopeless devotion

2005-11-20T08:13:00.000+08:00

2005-11-18T09:32:00.000+08:00

MY MAIN REASON FOR GETTING THAT DRESS CODE WAS
GUANYU!

uh huh. then suddenlyy guys dont mind wearing skirts.
so we'll all just have a really good laugh that day!
urm. while pretending we don't know them. =D

anyway.
CHOCOLATE PARTY!
it's tmr.
i don't even like chocs.
ohwell.
my new blog's chocolatey [quotes isaac] too!

2005-11-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

hmm.
how's a layout full of YUMMILICIOUS CHOCOLATE for a person who really dislikes chocolate?

oh the chocs looked goooood.
uh huh!
damn good in fact.
but i hate chocolate!
sweet stuff are baaad for one's teeth!

oh anyway.
GUAN! WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WORD CLOBBER!
you better wear a skirt for my confi, if not you cant come!
and i want you to come, so you better wear a skirt! rah!

yeaah. i made a dress code ((:
for all the NICE pple coming for my confirmation!
YA'LL ARE TO WEAR SKIRTS.
S-K-I-R-T.
SKIRT OKAY?
UNDERSTOOD?
GOOD.
that would be excluding the guys unless they really really want to. yay! hahaha.

2005-11-12T12:39:00.000+08:00

flagging today!
thoma, eunice, althea, alicia, audrey and jo.
fun-ness. haha.

i woke up at like the most un-earthly hour of the day.
0600hr.
urghh.
i slept 30mins before eventually waking up.

its way crazy to do flagging at such a nut hour.
8am on a saturday morning...
who in the right mind wakes up THAT early?!

went to J8.
plenty lots of KIDS!
oh-so-adorable.
they stare so hard at the damn sticker as their parents DRAG them awaay.
stingy parents!
cant even donate a cent for their kid.
uh huh. and there were those who kept waving and going "bye!"
so cuute!
-swooons.
i am not a paedophile.
not not not not!

uhhuh.
althea is pro at flagging too.
all the guyys donate to her!
did i mention ALL?
she doesnt even have to ask.
awww.
prettyy people.

yawn. sleeppy. gdnight! sam's confi tmr! yay! ((:
ohyeah.
i'm changing this blog.

2005-11-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

randomness.
~~imaginelydiahowithaboyfriend~~.

hahaha. can you?

i can't.

i'm sorry.

i'm amused by the thought. yeah.

she might have one.

snooping is one cool activity! xD

2005-11-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

THIS IS ALL ALESIA'S FAULT.
whyy am i even doing this! pfft.

Rules of the Game:
1) Post 5 wierd/random facts about yourself.
2)At the end, list the name of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment that "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for the rules.

5 weird/random stuff about ME:
-i dont know whyy i'm doing this.
-i think you and you and YOU, yes you, should play this dumb game too.
-i just got back from school and mr chan was latelatelate.
-i think i'll revise history now.
-i shall go for accounts remedial tmr! yay. so exciting.

The next 5 people to do this Quiz:
guanyu, nicole, becky, olga, emilyyy

2005-11-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

People who abuse charity money should be castrated and publicly embarrassed for being the fucktards that they are. And when they try to rationalize and back up their reasons for doing so, it makes it worse.

a fraction of what i found on LEVAN'S blog.
yes. levan wee from ronin.
i'm amused.

2005-11-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

i know i missed out on alot.
YES. 3/7's and Adele's HALLOWEEN PARTY.
ohwell.
nothing to blog.

OLGA IS A SWEET NUT.
SHE WAS SO BORED SHE DID AN ARTPAD FOR ME !
WAHAHA.
I'M BEING EGO.
BUT IT WAS IN GREEN AND I LOVE IT.
YUPP. THANKYOUU NUT.
HEHE.

>>WHEN OLGA WAS BORED

2005-10-28T17:22:00.000+08:00

i like clio's big black DKNY watch.
yup. so i stole it.
she's never ever gonna see it again...
unless i go for the HALLOWEEN PARTY.
maybe i shouldnt go.
i like it!!

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL !

sch lasted till 11am plus.
results weren/t anyything good.
L1R5 was really bad. 30!
everything dropped drastically.

ms chye was like "so how? happy with your results?"
i'm like "no."
she gives me this shocked look.
WHAT!
if 30 isnt bad.
WHAT IS?

a few people acually are retaining.
guess retaining isnt a bad thing after all.
savina was saying that if we were meant to retain, might as well take it positively.
since retaining is supposed to help anyway?
i dont know.
pressurising.

went over to grace's place after school!
with teresa and rachel.
michelle came over later.

we watched THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT.
ohmygod.
the show is so damn nice.
but i hate the ending!
its freaking sadd.
ashton kutcher is like so HOT and he has to die in the end.
-sobs.
horrible ending.

olga chew is ~~NOT NOT NOT~~ the nicest person on earth and yes i'm talking to her on the phone now. rah. (see! ive done it. olga, better say i'm nice! in your fav color some more!)

then we watched CHASING LIBERTY.
i was watching it for the second time.
yeah. so nothing new.
michelle was practically drooling over the sizzling hot screen actor.
awww.
michelle's raging hormones.
finallyy, they're producing.
-BIG GRIN.

ohyes.
grace has this really horrible full length mirror that makes people look out of proportion. it made us look just...
FAT
i dont like that mirror!

2005-10-27T10:12:00.000+08:00

i'm ponning school but at least i still have reasons.

SORE THROAT AND COUGH AND FLU ARE SPREAD-ABLE DISEASES!

-they are valid reasons okay.

yay. anyway, brother's birthday todayy.
going some place for dinner!

last day of school tmr.
collect REPORT BOOK.

yay.
i failed amath.
AMATH!
so cool.
i mean like,
who actually fails amaths?

2005-10-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

ohh man. i was playing with friendster customize thing thing. and yeah look at it now!
pink purple brown white. SO AWFUL. but oh well. hahaha. its fun to play.

2005-10-21T17:56:00.000+08:00

i'm NOT okay.

left school halfway but i really wanted to check my papers!
emaths was baddd. 68!
my midyrs were like 86.
hahaha.
okayy not that funny.
i know ive been slacking.
needa buck up.
damnit.

i got home at 10am.
ms chye lent me 10bucks to take a cab home. lol.
and if she forgets about that 10bucks.....
since today's friday and maybe if i skip sch on mondayy...
HEHH.

ohwell the fever subsided by 12pm. urghh.
i couldve still been in school!
I WANT MY PAPERS.

fever went up at 4pm and it stayed
even after i had taken a bath.
seems rather wrong.
its it supposed to go down?!
38.9 degrees.

ohwell.
but not enough dengue syptoms yet.
pffft.
so boring.
getting ordinary fever isnt fun.
but something like dengue.
HMM.
pretty exciting huh?

anyway.
thanks guaan!
iloveyoutoo!
OHYA.
and congrats on your super high history marks!
hmphs.

2005-10-20T16:33:00.000+08:00

outta the 3 papers we checked... failed 2.
but passed ENGLISH!
miracles.
hahaha.

okay it really sucks to fail social studies again. but i guess at least it wasnt another F9. dont exactlyy know how i'm gonna tell my mom again. she thinks ss is a bloody easy subject. yup well. failed by 3 marks. pffft.

CHINESE WAS GOOOOOOOOOOD.
reaaally good. why?
i don't know how many pple passed but practically everyone did so horribly that the chinese papers gonna be MODERATED. so much for the dumb change to ~~improve~~ chinese learning.

tmr's another day of checking monster papers!
ahhh.
sigh.
exams.

on the bus home...
an old lady fell in the bus.
as in a really OHMYGOD,OUCHH! kinda fall.
she was flung backwards aand she hit her head on the floor. (of the bus. lol)

i felt so dumb okay.
she had been initially sitting next to me and i did nothing to help!
i just watched as some hwachong guy and alessa help her up.
ohwell.
my stupidity.

but the old lady was pretty nice.
she just smiled and patted the backs of the pple who helped her.
haha. she's cool. LOL!

2005-10-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

i'm a happy person! (((:
-big grin.
got Ronin's latest album.
DO OR DIE.
-you've got mojo yeahhh yeaahhhh!
hahahaha.

mom didnt exactly approve of it.
cause the cover just looked WRONG.
"are you sure they're local?! what's she doing?!"
and i thought the cover was bad?
wait till you see inside...
blah. its ~~grotesque~~!
okayokay.
its not freakish, just plain gross.

ohhyeah.
and i checked out afew boho skirts.
white ones that is.
i need confi clothes.
there's a 30 and 40 buck one.
budget-wise, definitely the 30 buck one.
but then i'll still needa top.
pffffft.
so i might as well get a dress.
right?

2005-10-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

ponned school today.
too lazy to wake up.
WHEE !
bye ((:

2005-10-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

OH COOL.
GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT!
there's such a saint called SAINT TARSICIA.
(she's female by the way. lol)

the funny thing is that my name wasn't originated from THAT saint.
it was from SAINT TARCISIUS.
(uh huh and he's male!)

hahaha.
okay, just really fascinated with the few facts.
school tmr.
check papers.
~~yay~~.

2005-10-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

lazy to update as usual.

ENJOY !
Cleo's 50 Most Eligible Bachelors (The Kana Sai Edition

2005-10-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

something that someone sent me.
KIDS ASKING GOD.
hahaha.
super hilarious!
i cant get the picture out cause its so large.
so i'll just TYPE it out.
sighh!

DEAR GOD, ARE YOU REALLY INVISIBLE OR IS THAT JUST A TRICK? LUCY.

DEAR GOD, I WANT TO BE JUST LIKE MY DADDY WHEN I GET BIG BUT NOT WITH SO MUCH HAIR ALL OVER. SAM.

DEAR GOD, DID YOU MEAN FOR GIRAFFES TO LOOK IKE THAT OR WAS IT AN ACCIDENT? NORMA.

DEAR GOD, INSTEAD OF LETTING PEOPLE DIE AND HAVING TO MAKE NEW ONES. WHY DONT YOU JUST KEEP THE ONES YOU HAVE? JANE.

DEAR GOD, I WENT TO THIS WEDDING AND THEY KISSED RIGHT IN CHURCH. IS THAT OK? NEIL.

DEAR GOD, I THINK THE STAPLER IS ONE OF YOUR GREATEST INVENTIONS. RUTH M.

DEAR GOD, I THINK ABOUT YOU SOMETIMES WHEN I'M NOT PRAYING. ELLIOTT.

DEAR GOD, THANK YOU FOR THE BABY BROTHER BUT WHAT I PRAYED FOR WAS A PUPPY. JOYCE.

DEAR GOD, I BET IT IS VERY HARD FOR YOU TO LOVE ALL OF EVERYBODY IN THE WORLD. THERE ARE ONLY 4 PEOPLE IN OUR FAMILY AND I CAN NEVER DO IT. NAN.

DEAR GOD, IF WE COME BACK AS SOMETHING, PLEASE DONT LET ME NE JENNIFER HORTON BECAUSE I HATE HER. DENISE.

DEAR GOD, I WOULD LIKE TO LIVE 900 YEARS LIKE THE GUY IN THE BIBLE. CHRIS.

DEAR GOD, IF YOU GIVE ME GENIE LAMP LIKE ALLADIN, I WILL GIVE YOU ANYTHING YOU WANT EXCEPT MY MONEY OR MY CHESS SET. RAPHAEL.

DEAR GOD, WE READ THAT EDISON MADE LIGHT. BUT IN SUNDAY SCHOOL, THEY SAID YOU DID IT. SO I BET HE STOLE YOUR IDEA. DONNA.

DEAR GOD, MAYBE CAIN AND ABEL WOULD NOT KILL EACH OTHER SO MUCH IF THEY HAD THEIR OWN ROOMS. IT WORKS WITH MY BROTHER. LARRY.

2005-10-13T13:00:00.000+08:00

i am gonna diie at at home.
freeeaaaaaak.
i wanna go out!
exams are over but no i cant go out.
for 2weeks!

she gave some lame excuse..
"cause your brothers are having exams so i'll be needing your help"
WTH! right. like what help?!
i'm at home right now doing nothing!
nothing nothing nothing.

its just an excuse cause by 2weeks, results come out.
and after that pathetic 2weeks of rotting at home,
"no, you can't go out cause you did disgustingly horribly for your exams"

today was supposed to be sam and eunice outing.
tomorrow is beach outing with grace ruishan and ...
saturday is TWOTHREE reunion chalet thing and i'm not missing that for ANYTHING.
sunday is dinner and stuff at deb's place with maj and grace.

PFFT.
IM MISSING OUT SO MANY THINGS!
stupidstupidstupidstupidstupid.

2005-10-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUT !
yayy.
its GREEN!
ya green.
you know, green?
g-r-e-e-n?
okay i suppose you do.

anyhow,
I LOVE MY LAYOUT.
-muuuaaaaaaaaaackks !
pffft.
i'm trying hard not to kiss the computer screen.

oh but the tagboard is BRIGHT PINKK!
so off-color.
yes i know my color combinations suck.

despite the fact that accounts paper was pretty difficult,
i'm happy-and-going-crazy! (whatever that means. hahaha)
overrrrrr!
exams are over!
wooohhooo!
O-V-E-R!
okayokay. shut up.
everyone reading this should be able to spell.
i hope.

laaala.
IM NUTS. xD

2005-10-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE PAPER LEFT.

finallyy.

whole sec3 level ends their exams today!
...except for people taking POA
not fair.
they have ONE more day of holiday-ing and we don't.
what's worse?
tmr's paper is gonna last till 12.30pm!
imagine a whole morning wasted on doing POA PAPER.
sighh.

Sunday:

guess what i was doing during mass! hahaha.

checking out ms chow's new ~~darling~~ boyfriend!

okayy.

frankly, he's pretty boring.

he's not eurasian, he's chinese.

he's tall, quite fair and neither fat nor thin.

was he wearing glasses?

i cant rmber.

he looks old though.

my definition of old?

-about 35 years old.

ANYWAY.

MS CHOW CHANGES BOYFRIENDS LIKE CHANGING UNDERWEAR.

Monday:

no school.

went to study with eunice and alicia at macs!

ronald came later.

yes, it was pretty fruitful.

we discussed...

-"binominal theorem"

-how this weird old lady talked to eunice in church (she worships ~~satan~~.)

-how eunice's cousin likes to do this funny "he-llo!" accent when he answers his calls

uhh. thats about all i can remember.

SO MUCH FOR STUDYING.

halfway thruough,

alicia and eunice go off to visit alicia's mummy at kfc.

another time,

alicia and eunice are eating ice cream and talking.

other times,

it was just talk, talk and more talk.

2005-10-06T17:28:00.000+08:00

WHEE I LOVE LOVE LOVE RONIN !

hahaha.

"You can take me so far down,

take me higher baby!

I'll go dancing, dancin' dancin

with Black Maria."

random.

nothing much to say.

no actually i did have lotsa things to say.

but right now.

WAY TOO LAZY to type it all out.

ohyes.

i've failed my english paper!

that means i'm gonna retain!

HOW COOL IS THAT.

so cool huh?

anyway.

~~I AM NOT HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS~~.

I'M NOT.

really.

2005-10-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

REALLY GOOD ADVICE.
wanna know a stress reliever?
play the string game!
uhhuh.
works okay.

since i sit right in front,
(literally right in front of the teacher's desk)
i stole a bunch or those strings we use to tie our exam papers before our chinese paper.
started tying them all together to play the string game!
then van, clio, becky and me,
began passing the string around in one big circle.
RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE INVIGILATOR.
ohwell.
we were having so much fun.
until she gave us this really irritated glare after 5 mins.

anyhow!
it relieves stress.
really.

i wanted KIERAN as my confi name.
but apparently.
"it doesn't suit"
so victoria suggested removing the "N"
and krystle thinks it sounds better that way.
help? haha.
any suggestions?
KIERA?
KEERA? lol!

2005-10-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

victoriaa is funny.
just talked to her and i feel loaads better.
thanks victoria!

her yougest sister is uberr cute. uh huhh.
valerie is cute!

"hello... you got boyfriend? is it? is it?"
"was that your boyfriend? just now that one?"

er.
that was all she talked about.
she's around 5.
can't reeaally blame her. haha.

2005-10-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

ohyes. fuck every single thing.

I give up. I don't want to try. I don't want to talk. I want you and everyone else to get away from me. you understand what's get away, don't you? yeah.

~~Get the hell away from me please~~.

I want to be alone. I don't want comfort. I don't want sympathy. I rather spend a useless day alone than be tortured with the presence of you. sometimes there's sarcasm. I don't know why. it really hurts but maybe I just say really stupid things. I hate the gap. I hate the awkward silent moments. I promised myself I'd do something after the exams but I've decided not to. you don't listen. you look away. you don't really care, do you? I don't really feel like caring anymore either.

i literally screwed up my exams. all of them so far. i know i sound like i'm exaggerating. i'm not.

english composition. it went terribly out of point.

chinese composition. i had no clue to what they were saying.

social studies. i studied the hardest for that LAST question and i didnt quite get the chance to complete it. as usual.

why is everything going in the wrong direction.

what the hell am i doing.

what have i been doing the whole year.

why cant i get anything right.

i'm gonna disappoint everyone. especially my mom. i'm sorry.

but it isnt too late, is it?

it is.

you know maybe if i'm gonna waste my life away i'd just be better off doing stuff that...

oh just fuck everything.

i looked for a shoulder ;

and found NONE.

huh. none at all.

not even ~~you or you~~ could fit that place.

i miss the long practical all-about-life talks with krystle.

i miss krystle loads.

2005-10-02T07:40:00.000+08:00

BIG ACHIEVEMENT:

I haven't been online for 2 whole days!

okay wow.

uhh huh.

right now,

i'm just too lazy to update.

lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy.

go see nicole's Friday 30thSept entry!

it's DEAD FUNNY.

why they want to kill mrs tay...

i dont know!

2005-09-29T15:58:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY'S POST.

assembly was fun.
not the POWER98 rubbish.
RONIN came.
and yes.
they were prettaye cool.
the guitarists had reaally nice tshirts with graphics.
the guitarist in red was soo ~~hot~~. xD
(but i think ronaldchanyongjie is wayy hotter!)
they have nice songs!

other than for the fact that
-the lead singer was weird and gay.
-the lead singer was albino. (he looked kinda scary)
-the lead singer talks and acts like sly.
-the lead singer had a HOLE in his, erm, underwear. (i saww!)

hahahaha.
anyhow.
i'm gonna get their album!

2005-09-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

"A GIANT CLAM IS ON THE LOOSE. PLEASE SCREAM AND RUN AROUND IN CIRCLES!"

ahahahaha.

i was watching spongebob!

yep. how cute.

English Exam was ~~horribly~~ messed up.

It's Sherry's dad's birthday today!

RIGHT.

she was getting all excited over it.

ohwell.

~~its kevin neo's birthday.~~

English Oral.

Ms Shanti asked for an IC.

any form of identification for that matter.

she took one look at my ezlink.

"NICE PICTURE!"

thankkyou ms shanti.

2005-09-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

~~I AM A VERY HELPFUL PERSON.~~

ohyes. god knows i am. VERY.

OKAY NOO !

that is just all wrong.

this morning in school was like.

oh-so-fun!

(i am becoming a freak!)

chinese. accounts. emath. chem.

guess what i was doing!

enjoying the lessons.

YES I WAS.

chinese was barely a period. yawn.

accounts was like recaping old stuff. chicken feet!

emath was going thru hmwk which i FINALLY got down to completing. ilovemath anyway!

chem was 1hr of laughing. with seekei and at ms yap!

i think i raised my hands like five times to ask dumbb questions.

and i so kindly assisted ms yap in pushing back the OHP cause she "didn't need it anymore!"

PIG.

could've done it herself.

she just stood there, pretending as if she didnt realise becky and gwen were fighting over who to put back the OHP, and peered at her rubbish-filled notes!

the rest of the day was equaally ~~fun~~! hahaha.

English Exam tmr.

English Oral tmr.

sigh.

-its been a terrifically amazing one month. thankkyou. iloveyou!

2005-09-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

something that i did when i was bored.
got it off isaac, nicole, grace and emily's blogs!
oh yes.
andd.
i am very deprived!

200 things I've done at least once the past 15 years are in PURPLE!
Those in GREEN are things I wish to do.
Those in RED are things I'd do for a million bucks!

01. bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. swam with wild dolphins
03. climbed (drove up)a mountain
04. taken a ferrari for a test drive
05. been inside the great pyramid
06. held a tarantula
07. taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. said 'I love you' and meant it
09. hugged a tree
10. done a striptease
11. bungee jumped
12. visited paris
13. watched a lightning storm at sea
14. stayed up all night long and watch the sun rise
15. seen the northern lights
16. gone to a huge sports game
17. walked the stairs to the top of leaning tower of pisa
18. grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. touched an iceberg
20. slept under the stars
21. changed a baby's diaper
22. taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. watched a meteor shower
24. gotten drunk on champagne
25. given more than you can afford to charity
26. looked up the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar.
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts (for a moment)
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a (toy) house
117. Been in a combat zone-north korea’s DMZ.
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a cheque
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ... more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a seizure
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents-except Antartica..
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper
172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone ~~fired~~(scolded) for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ... and gotten kicked out from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197. Been a DJ
198. Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200. Been arrested

2005-09-25T14:37:00.000+08:00

exam stress.
apparently, i'm just not feeling it.
which kindaa means i'm not studying properlyy.
sigh.
after what happened today.
then it struck me.
why am i not worried at all?
anyhow, exam stress isnt good eitherr.
you're smart by nature. you study so hard. you'll be able to get through it like a BREEZE. chill okay? there's nothing to worry about. you're just plain overreacting! and you know that...

grace and i were like 20 mins late for cat class.
alessa and zee never got the chance to come.
amazingly, i was paying attention today.
yes and we did somewhat of a RITUAL.
sounds rather cult-ish. so does!

the big candle represented
God- the source of life.
the 7 small red candles represented
7 sacraments- Baptism, Recociliation, Eucharist, Confirmation, Holy Order, Matrimony, Annoiting of the sick.
kneeling represented
respect for his presence.
the touching shoulder thing represented
i dont reeeaally know!
only certain pple recieving light from the teacher represented
abel's theory- THE CHOSEN ONES.

hahaha. i think thats just about it.
YES i was so listening!
and copying the stuff down! (which i later threw away)
ohwell. no class next week.

MICHAEL KRYGSMAN.
he and brandon make perfect bullies.
i am being incessantly tortured!
-kicking
-grabbing my bag and hiding it
-taking my phone!
-pushing
-laughing at me
-calling and leaving missed calls on my phone
so not fun please!

anyway.
grandfather's birthdayy!
dinner at sizzler.
my cousin was wearing some really fashionable clothes! (or should i say CLOTH?)
it had tattered sleeves.
actually there wasnt even a sleeve.
ohwell.
GAY CLOTHES.
-grins. hahaha.

2005-09-23T09:41:00.000+08:00

today has been pretty ~~interesting~~...

but firstlyy. guanyu didnt come to school.
for once she abandoned me! RAH.
ohwell. if you're sickk, get well soon please!
just cause i keep abandoning you doesn't give you the right to do that to me okay.

assembly.
a sec2 girl began puking all over the floor. the floor had this large patch of water with yellow stick stuff and it was really just eeeew.
but what was most amusing was that people really walk with their eyes CLOSED.
THEY WALK ALL OVER IT.
it was so gross!
they couldnt even understand SIMPLE ENGLISH when kang lao shi came over to warn them about it.
like seriouslyyyy!

last week of catechism class. sigh.
cat classes are like so fun and interesting.
michelle is like the best teacher and her lessons make sense.
beats going for those in church at least!

since so many people didnt come to school today.
we had afew switching of places.
becky sat with yus.
pauline niceely pushhhed my dearest seekei away and planted herself next to me. HMMM.
so seekei sat with carmen.
uhhuh.

chinese. sleeep period.
history. sleeep period.
chem. sleeeep period!
emath. i failed frequency distribution.

OH YES.

i think jasmine chio is the smartest person on earth!

3/8 had spot check today.

(and for the 2nd time this week, i'm getting caught by jac yip for uncollared button)

jasmine said "OH SHIT. I BROUGHT MY PHONE. HOW?!"

that was the first smart thing she said.

quite obviously someone went to tell on her and then WE had spot check too.

after all the indecent touching and checking (why would ms stella ho think that we are able to hide our phones around our stomache area anyway?),

jasmine said "LUCKILY SHE DOESN'T CHECK AROUND THIS PART..."

second smart thing she said!

then she scooted off to 3/4 and told a whole big bunch of people,

"YOU KNOW WHAT? I HAVE MY PHONE WITH ME NOW!"

completed with like the largest grin ever.

third stupidest thing she'll ever say in her entire secondary life.

yes. so. grace came to me and made me tell stella ho what jasmine said.

being the rightous person that i am (hahahahaha. YA RIGHT.)

I DID. lalalala.

eventually... stella ho was accompanied all the way to the office with jasmine chio!

yes. i feel so very accomplished.

jasmine recieving a nice long scolding is just plain satisfying.

and im not being a saddist okay!

she deserves it.

ohwell. having tuition in 5 minutes.

2005-09-21T08:50:00.000+08:00

HANGING BY A MOMENT

desperate for changing ;
starving for truth ;
closer to where i started ;
chasing after you .

forgeting all i'm lacking ;
completely incomplete ;
i'll take your invitation ;
you take all of me now .

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
and i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing else to lose ;
there's nothing else to find ;
there's nothing in the world that could change my mind ;
there is nothing .

-colourful post ! haha

i'm currently addicted to this song :)

2005-09-19T12:17:00.000+08:00

didnt study today.

strangely didnt seem to have any time either.

switch off that super annoying alarm clock - 8.00am

rush for tuition - 8.45am

10 mins late as usual - 9.10am

mass at st igi - 12.00pm

lunch at novena square - 1.00pm

home to supposedly go and SLEEP - 3.30pm

ronald came over! - 4.15pm

- 4.30pm

couldnt find oct seveteen issue so bought 8DAYS instead

at lower peirce reservoir with ronald and 2 lil bros - 5.30pm

backkk home - 7.00pm

dinner @ grandparents place with cousins! - 8.30pm

went looking for "treasures" with my lil 6yr old cousin - 9.00pm

[i knoww! like what the hell?!]

listen to another cousin playing the guitarr - 9.30pm

yup and i'm on the com noww.

yeah. i am not studyying.

but i guess it wasnt exactly a wasted day anyway!

~~right?~~

2005-09-18T04:39:00.000+08:00

EXAMS IN 2WEEKS !
stress period!
i'm getting too lazy to study.

Amath lesson this moring was pretty much enjoyable.
i ~~miss~~ mr teh !
no wait, actually, rather more of him as my teacher.

as usual there were people who came after 9am.
that is. including me. alessa. chere. audrey. lynette.
andd alot more.

so guess what! =)
we get the special priviledge of
sitting on the FLOOR.
right in FRONT.
and CLOSEST to mr teh!
hahha. mr teh just rocks lots!
his examples were uberly FUNNY.
and his explanations kept making sense despite the fact that we were never able to complete a single question correctly.
alessa and i were like there constantly going like,
"HUH?! WHY?!"

PERMUTATIONS IS A RUBBISH CHAPTER !